11/07/2016

Sometimes I pretend Im healthy

I've been struggling with my weight\self image every since I was a teen. I was always bigger than most girls and always struggled to lose weight. I used to try crazy cleanses that ruined my system, used to go on all these diets, but nothing ever worked because... um I love food. haha
Anyways.. I've come a long way as most of my friends know, most people that I've recently met can't even recognize me in my old pictures. It's been a long journey with ups and downs and I believe i'm still on that journey and always will be, because the goal isnt losing weight, the goal is an overall healthy lifestyle, which you guys have probably heard many many times.
Ive changed a lot of my eating and exercise habits, I've learned a ton, tried out a ton, and just want to share some of the small little things you can change throughout the day that can make a big difference over time.

First of all though I want to be discreet and hope you realize that every body is unique and different, and what worked for me might not work for everyone. Also, i'm not an expert so please do your research, just as I did.
I still haven't gotten to my desired weight or size but I definitely have had some crazy progress over the years.

Heres some things that I've learned and have worked for me.

+ The first and most important thing anyone could do is to listen to their body. If your body reacts to something negatively, stay away from that. If you see progress from something, stick to it.


+ Don't be scared to experiment, but do your research. Like I said some things work for people that might not work for others.  See what works for you and stick to that. I've tried cutting out meat, then getting it back in my diet, and my body felt the same whether I ate meat or not. I've tried different cleanses, teas, workout programs, etc. and just stuck to what made me feel best and what I trusted to be healthy for me.

+ Take it one day at a time. Make small changes not drastic ones. Maybe try eating sweets only once a day, or eat carbs one time less than usual. It's easy, and with time you could challenge yourself more, eventually eating as healthy as you've always dreamed of.  For me, thats gonna be a long process. 

+ Its all about balance. I have cheat meals pretty much every day, but with that I try to stay active and make sure I also eat super healthy for the rest of my meals. If I fully cut out foods that aren't the healthiest I know that I eventually will break, and go on a binging spree eating anything that's in front of me. If I let myself have waffles for breakfast, I know I can handle the rest of the day without eating any more sweets or carbs. Once again I love food, and I think food should be enjoyed, and I am not down to eat rice and chicken every day. I love trying new places and trying new foods. 
Once again it's all about balance, if you eat a lot, make sure  you stay active and get a workout in, the next day try to eat healthier or less. 

+You will have bad days and that's fine, girls.. we have em once a month for sure!  So its ok to sometimes let yourself have that ice cream jar. Maybe just share it with someone ;) But don't beat yourself up over it, remind yourself that tomorrow you won't go on a sugar binge because once again, balance. 

+Learn to love yourself now, the way you are. I never agreed with america being ok with obesity or unhealthy lifestyles, I think everyone should strive to be healthy. But I do know hands on that if you don't love yourself at the moment, you won't truly love yourself at 10 pounds less, or a few muscles stronger. Because loving yourself means accepting that you are Gods beautiful creation made in His image, no matter what. You learn to love yourself, you learn the importance of taking care of your body and will have the desire to do so. Im still working on this one. 

Ok, so we went through all the things you can do to prepare yourself and make the journey easier, but here's what I've been loving in the physical aspect of it all. 

+Intermittent fasting: 
A lot of people get scared when I first introduce them to this "lifestyle" but it's really nothing intimidating. And no, unless you are an exception and have a special metabolism, it doesn't damage your stomach. I've been doing it for about 5 months and I don't wanna go back. 

So basically what I do is I eat for 8 hours in a day and fast (don't eat) for 16. No, I don't eat the whole 8 hours, I have two-three filling meals within 8 hours. I start eating at noon, and don't eat after 7.  So I pretty much just skip breakfast. And it works for me because I'm never hungry in the mornings and if I eat late at night I feel sick in the morning. I also don't do it during the weekends to give myself a little break, I just eat whenever, because weekends are for going out and eating late.

For some people it'll take getting used to because you will feel hungry at first, but after a week or so you won't even notice. 
And an even better thing to do is to get a workout in right before your first meal. Its fat burning dreams!

Once again, I'm not an expert so i'll share some videos and articles about it, but basically its great for weight loss, and building up your immune system.
To make it as simple as possible when you go into fasting mode your body first uses the food you ate and burns it for energy, but once it's used all that up, it turns to your fat cells for help, and this pretty much just happens while you're sleeping, a time when you don't even need energy. So, you burn fat while sleeping, who doesn't want that?
Anyways if you're interested here are some informational vids that got me into it. 


+Intuitive eating:
 This is simple, and goes along with listening to your body. I don't always follow through with this but I try. So a lot of people turn to calorie counting, or micro and macro tracking, and i've tried that, but unless I wanted to be in competitions or something this is just too much work and too complicated for me. So intuitive eating really interested me because it's super easy. All you do is eat when you're hungry and don't eat when you're not. Stop eating if you're full, keep eating if you're not. Pretty much don't stuff yourself. Super easy, super effective. 

+ Calorie in Vs. Calorie out:
the equation to not gaining weight or even losing weight. Just burn more calories than you eat. 

+Hiit:
 has changed my view of cardio, its short for High intensity interval training. 
So why I love hiit is because its pretty much made for quick fat burning. This one is a bit hard to explain but you pretty much do 20 minutes or more of slow, fast, slow, fast cardio. 
So lets say i'm on a treadmill.. I pick a steady speed like 3.. so I fast walk at speed three for a minute thirty and after the minute passes I do an outburst of cardio and sprint as fast as I can for 30 seconds... I do this constantly for twenty minutes. (If it doesn't make sense the videos I linked do a way better job.) 
Personally, I like to do 10 min of hiit on each machine at the gym (stairmaster, treadmill, elliptical, bike) and the best part is you can also do it outside, or at home if you have a staircase ;) and anywhere you please, the possibilities are endless.
Why I love hiit: you sweat twice as much aka burn way more fat than regular cardio, and it takes half the time, plus the workout flies by! 
Another amazing benefit is when you do regular cardio you're not only burning fat but you're also burning muscle, with hiit you burn fat by replacing that fat with muscle, and muscle is essential for burning even more fat. ;) 
This is essential for people who are trying to gain muscle mass, those people need to stay away from regular cardio and really give HIIT a chance.

Anyways, just check these out and then try it out for yourself. 

+Weight training: 
its simple, you just lift weights. Some people think lifting weights will get them bulky but it won't, unless you're eating crazy amounts of food. The truth is, muscle pretty much burns fat, and if you do weight training, even when you're done and you're driving home your muscles are still working, burning that fat. I love weight training because I love challenging myself, I love trying out new workouts and I love pushing myself to lift heavier than I did before. 

I could go on and on about everything I've been learning lately about the gym, about fat loss, about healthy living. But once again i'm no expert, I learn from trial and error and I learn from ordinary people who got results. Theres so much information on youtube and all over the web. And over the year I became passionate about learning even more about the body, how it works, and what keeps mine healthy. I just wanted to share the main things I practice in reaching my goal of a healthy body and a healthy lifestyle. 

I learn the most from some of the youtube channels I follow, 
 Some are vlogs, some are informational, and all are super informative. 
Once again, everyone's different, these things might not work for you as they do for me, but you'll never get anywhere If you don't try new things. 

So if you're interested (btw i follow mostly girls, cause im a girl..)

But go check out the 
Gymshark channel its super inspirational (theres guys there too)
with that:
Nikki Blackketter
Jazmine Garcia 
+++Abby Pollock (she focuses on solely information, and I learned the most from her channel )
Robin Gallant
Also check out Buff bunny 

Last but not least have fun, don't let fitness or healthy eating be something you dread, find ways that You enjoy and that work for You. and remember "no matter how slow you go you're still lapping everybody on the couch." 

11/01/2016

Just life things


People have asked me why I don't blog anymore, and honestly I don't have a specific reason. Maybe its lack of inspiration, the struggle to put my thoughts together, laziness?
But it's fall and it's the perfect time to be inspired so I have decided to write..something, anything, and just go with it.

I guess I'll do a mini little update of my life and my messy mind.
Ill write what comes to mind, and share it with those who might care. No revisions, just a rough draft of my thoughts.
So beware.

To begin, I want to say that my life couldn't be better, I'm so blessed and so thankful. I have everything I could ever need and so much more. I've had so many amazing opportunities and growths, Ive made so many memories and truly have nothing to complain about.

But life Isn't always flowers and rainbows and I haven't always seen things this way, its taken a lot to get to this place, and day by day I'm still getting there.

Nowadays, people look at our snapchats, instagrams, facebooks and decide they know us. They decide how happy we are and how amazing our life is based on just pictures and videos.

But really, we all forget that people only show the best parts of their lives on social media. No one wants to see the other parts of life that aren't so perfect; when we are sad, stressed, or doing nothing.
I guess we forget that no ones is perfect, and just because a picture may be perfect, the moment might not be. We all have imperfect moments, bad days. We all go through things, its life.

I've had days filled with sunshine and days filled with pouring rain. And each season in my life has gotten me to where I am today.
I guess I just want to share those bad days with you guys, because everyone should know that we all have them and they aren't alone.

-I guess I'll start off with what I struggled with most: comparison, no sense of direction, the feeling that my life is going nowhere.

There's so many expectations; get married, go to college, get a well paying career, have an amazing home with perfect furniture, have perfect clothes, perfect hair, perfect relationships.

Social media just got to me, and for a moment in my life it brainwashed me into feeling like I had to live up to those standards, and I just couldn't keep up.

It took a breakdown for me to realize that life shouldn't be that way. I've learned to take life day by day, seeking opportunities and taking them, trusting God. I've learned to be content with who I am and what I've made of my life. I reminded myself that God expects us to be thankful no matter what we have and where we are in life.

I stopped looking at other people's lives with want and jealousy but with happiness for them, and realization that everyone is different, everyone has their own story, and that's what makes life amazing.  I remember that life isn't about materialistic things, and it makes everything so much easier.

-Alongside that, I've had days where I felt like I was letting everyone down, and with that I  felt I was mostly letting God down.

Getting married and moving away comes with lots of changes, and with that it's easy to make mistakes, it's easy to lose sight of yourself, and miss what you used to have.
But moving out of a small town into a big one, meeting new people who are different than what you're used to, is obviously going to change you in a way or another.
Theres the need to fit in, a need to be liked, and a desire to find your place.
As difficult enough as it is, with that, there's the stress of standing your ground in your beliefs and who you are.
And with every change or mistake that I made people started to look at me differently, and judge every move I made.

I mean it's whatever, we all do it, I catch myself all the time.
But I realized that we should just give each other some slack and instead of judging, or bashing on each other, we should be there for each other and lift each other up. There's always a reason behind people's actions, and maybe sometimes all people need is a nice gesture, or reminder that they are not alone.

It's hard to please everyone, make everyone happy. But as long as we focus on growing, learning from our mistakes, and moving forward, it shouldn't matter what people say, as long as you're trying your best to improve your relationship with the Lord.

But with all this being said, and I know I'll be contradicting myself, I also learned be open to criticism. At least from those I trust.
Because we don't always see the whole picture. So it's our job not to take people's words so negatively and use them to evaluate our lives and see what positive changes we need to make.
 I learned it the hard way, because I do not take criticism well, but in the end it opened my eyes and gave me the desire to be better for myself and for the Lord.

-Another thing I've struggled with, is with so much change, came the need to fill the empty holes in my life.
I found myself struggling to keep up with old relationships, struggling to contact those I love or used to be close with, I would be scared they forgot about me or that things would be different. I got the idea that no one cares anymore.
But I had to learn to move on, keep those people in my heart and focus on the now. I wouldn't change who I was and the way I grew up for anything. But I had to learn that things won't be like that anymore. Everyone changes, everyone grows up, and everyone moves on.
I guess all my struggles derive from the big changes in my life. But I learned that I am where I need to be, and people come and go, but they all make an impact and I'm thankful for all of them.

- I guess that's all that came to my mind for now, and like you probably noticed, It's not always coffee dates, traveling, hiking, and fun for me.
There's inner struggles, outer struggles, adjustments, and lots of work.

But thats what Im thankful for most, I know that no matter what I go through, no matter how many rainy storms pass my life, i'm always left with rainbows.  Sometimes I look at my life and all I could do is smile, because all the good things in my life surpass the bad.

Through all the hard times we only grow into something better. Flowers don't just grow overnight, they take time. So that's what I'm doing... day by day I fall, but I always get back up.

So that's where I am in life, growing, exploring, changing. I might not be who I was, but that's okay, because people aren't meant to stay in one place. Sometimes we have to be born out of the dirt, rained on by many storms until we could be beautiful. It's a long process, and it might be a never ending one, but each moment of it is so amazing.

I also hope we can all remember that life's best moments are not in the pictures we take. The best moments are when the phone and camera is not there. The sincere smiles, laughs, intimate moments. The moments when you embrace your surroundings, and really take in the view. The sunsets you don't post because you're so blown away with them, the coffee dates you don't post because you're too busy talking. I'm trying to appreciate that. I envy those people who aren't so attached to their phones, and I'm trying to get there.

So there we go.. a mini, shortened, update on my life right now.
It really is amazing,
and I hope you realize that even if it might not always feel like it,
yours probably is too.

So thanks for reading, I hope I can start posting a lot more and about way more interesting things, so give me a chance and you might learn something new.

Love, Vika Kay <3

(shoutout to my amazing husband who sticks with me through it all, who supports me and loves me, and makes my life a never ending adventure )