why are we so scared
why are we so scared of what people think
why do we even care
why do we regret
why are we so slow to forgive
why don't we tell people how we feel
why do we fear change
why are we so fast to hate and so slow to love
why are we so fast to judge and so slow to care
why do we just give up, for if we  just waited a bit longer, something beautiful would have evoked
why don't we cherish
why don't we explore
where is the passion
where is the fire
where is LIFE
why do we waste time
why do we hide
why do we ignore
why do we lie

when you realize how little time we have on this earth
your eyes are opened to how pointless all these things are
and you try to run from them
and that's when you realize how much you need God
because this list, that's human nature
thats disgusting me
and that is the reason why I hold on to Christ so tightly
because he can erase all these questions
and makes us a blank page
where he then can write a new beautiful story
and we then don't have to wonder anymore
because he is the answer
and the source of all things good
The closer you get to him, the more fearless you become
you learn to love the unlovable
and you learn to accept and understand everything that comes your way
its when you give your life into his hands
when he transforms all these whys, and makes you into something so beautiful, something you could never become on your own.