2/28/2014

awkward 19

its your last year to be a teenager
how are you going to live it?
like a teenager.
definitely better than i did this year
19 is an awkward age
so i'm going to live out my title
and live as awkwardly as i can

once in a while my thoughts hit me hard
and i realize how overwhelmingly blessed i am
and it feels as if i could erupt from thankfulness

the people in my life are irreplaceable
so loving, caring, and radical

each one of them shaped me into the person I am today
Gods tools for my soul

and who would i be without God?
it is unreal how much love he pours out to me eveyday

he has made me truly evolve this year
and transformed me in great depths

passion.
that is what this year will be all about
everything that i do
shall be soaked in passion

surrender.
i give this year into the creators hands
i dont want to deal with it
He is better at it

drive.
no matter what
 i will keep going
i will keep trying
starting over
changing
not giving up

peace.
i will soak up each moment
slow down
truly feel

notice.
the people around me
the beauty of our world
the greatness of life

free.
i will be wild
i will run and dance and laugh
and i will live
even if the world thinks im crazy

because why not. 

"I want to inspire people, I want someone to look at me and say, because of you I didn't give up."